Friday, June 29, 2007

Precious Moments

She was on top of the world when she saw the message.
"Can we meet today? I think I will be coming to the city around 10, I have some bank formalities to finish"
She instantaneously replied “When should I come?"
He said “How about 10?"
For the first time she appreciated how beautiful her mobile was.....
It was 8:30 in the clock and that being a Saturday she had got up just then....But still she said she would be there.

She being a sloth,it was quite unconventional of her as she dressed up in top speed to look her best. As the bus wheeled across the roads, she waited desperately for the clock to strike ten....

And finally there he was waiting for her.... For some strange reason she felt her entire world shrink. At that point of time all that she could think of was "HIM". She pleaded time to retrace, though she knew that would not happen.
As it was just 10 there were not many cafes open. However they managed to find one and sat there staring at each other, wishing silently that the moments froze to eternity. He held her hand and said that he would miss her. This gesture was not new to her. But today somehow she felt herself shudder. It was as though he was doing it for the first time. She was so full of emotions. Words failed her for the first time. She felt the world around her wasn't worth a damn. She looked at him skeptically.... she wanted to ask him, if she could come to the airport to wish him goodbye. But for the first time in her life, she didn’t want to open her mouth. Every square inch of her skin, her organs, and her near-sighted eyes was systematically memorizing the moments that they spent together. How long would this supreme feeling of togetherness last????

They had to leave early but the waiter was delaying their order. Though she told him to hurry up quite a number of times....deep down inside she was thanking the waiter for being late and blessing him a happy life ahead.

He looked deep into her eyes and said that she was his "First and Last love". Her heart burst out of happiness. Isn't that Wat every gal on earth longed to hear… She choked up and the tears threatened to flow. Yet she smiled and said that he made her life beautiful.

It was time....they had to leave. They were in love far deeper and magnetic than you or I can understand. It was so hard to part, even harder to say "Goodbye sweetheart"...

He said that he would drop her in the bus stand.... Oh my god. Another 10 Min's with him. When she was about to sit on this bike, he looked at her and hugged her without saying anything. Her heart started to beat faster. She began to breathe heavier. Anxiety set in. Her hands started to shake and a million thoughts started to flourish her mind. He retraced and got on his bike. She shut her eyes and took a deep breath. Her minds cried out...Oh god, "why this separation?"

She hugged him tight as yet another 10 minute journey began. All through the ride she flooded him with advices and kept reminding him of Wat to do and Wat not to do, Though she was speaking all this, her mind was bubbling with thoughts of long separation. She knew it was hard for both of them but she was also sure that she had the best man in the world whom she trusted beyond the existence of time. She nostalgically watched a couple speeding up their bikes and talking animatedly. And suddenly she realized that this would be her last bike ride. Her hug became tighter and she enjoyed the last few minutes of the ride with her her eyes closed and her cheeks resting on his back.

The bike stopped and she got down. She looked at him and said "Take care honey, I ll miss u". He looked back and sensed the pain in her eyes. And as he bid the final goodbye....A tear stung her eye. She gave him a hug and turned back. There were no words. She began to cry silently deep down inside.... He was leaving for good and she had to ensure that he din lose that enthusiasm and happiness in entering the new world that awaited him so cheerfully. So she sported that smile that he was crazy about.

She had yearned for that special someone at some point in her life. But sometimes she felt the idea of a relationship intimidating, until he came into her life and proved it wrong. Now her life was so beautiful. She had no regrets. He was truly a blessing....A commitment for her was a very serious promise. She has taken this promise to heart. She promised to support him in everything.... But now she felt a part of her missing. All of her emotions had come out at one point or another. But this one was a Lil different because at the end of all these pain and sadness. She wanted him to get the best of life and she knew very well and so did everyone that he deserved it.

With that thought on her mind, she turns to catch a glance at him. He smiles back and says "I LOVE YOU”.... He waves and she turns back to face the fruitful wait of two years......

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Kick Start - Better Late than Never

Fanasies Verbalised...I have always wanted to do this. Giving life to the words that are silently seeping thru my mind.
"I love people,my family,my friends...
but inside myself is a place where i live all alone....
And that's where u renew ur springs tht never dries up."
Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute. But now i m set out on a venture to anatomize my silence.
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